my world is a better place cos of u

16.8 KOTR Adidas

2011-09-15T00:29:00.000-07:00

yeah just ran 16.8km under adidas! it was good! i ran exactly two

hours.. i started later than some of my friends and ended earlier..

that's a achievement.. and I RAN ALONE! with nobodehhhh.. so

yeah i do feel proud in some ways.. looking forward to the next

marathon...

Signing off :)

pretty babes :)

2011-07-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

ok have nothing much to update due to essays and presentations and upcoming exams.. gahhh..

just chilling out and trying to juggle everything i have now..

hmmmm nothing else i guess..

photos of my two very pretty friends below!

.......

2011-07-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG HAS OFFICIALLY DIED.....

yeah i am too lazy to update now..

work and study..

i promise i'll blog soon

ok bye

Signing off :)

formspring.me

2011-06-20T23:36:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything ((: http://formspring.me/kimberlyfrance

formspring.me

2011-06-19T19:43:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything ((: http://formspring.me/kimberlyfrance

25KM Passion Run by 100 Plus

2011-05-24T21:49:00.001-07:00

YES THE MOST AWAITED DAY HAS ARRIVED!!!

my very first marathon.. and i ran with baby!

i was shagged and had muscle cramps on the 21st km and period cramps all throughout the race...

bad bad timing!

but hey, we finished in 4 hours! not bad for a first timer!

needa train harder next time!

looking forward for the next marathon!

MY PRIDE :)

need.rest.so.darn.badly

Signing off

Dinner Date at Ajisen :)

2011-05-24T02:20:00.001-07:00

Yeah had a quality time with baby at NEX..

since the opening, there was still so much people.. we dunno wad to eat.. we kept walking around and around..

finally we settled for Ajisen Ramen cos of the food displayed outside the restaurant..

looks very tempting..

On top of NEX is like Vivo City.. a playground.. the only difference is that there's like big buckets of water ready fall on kids! so it was fun! camwhored upstairs as well!

so yeah below are the photos :)

25KM coming! *cross fingers*

Signing off :)

My man's 26!

2011-04-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yes its my man's 26th birthday! the third time were celebrating his special day together! no longer a little boy... sexayy! *ok that's random*

watched movie and had crab with his family... nom nom nom!

anyways let the photos do the talking la

Signing off

presentation

2011-04-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

yes tmr is my presentation day!

i have to wear my formal business suit with my blazier and heels..

oh yeah!

alright short post... stop here..

just prepared my clothes and myself..

so gonna sleep early!

*cross fingers*

had a good dinner with baby and ice cream chef's rocks... and their brownie is heavennnn! but i cant eat too much.. my marathon run is coming! a month from now!

Signing off

Exams and Essay!

2011-04-13T00:11:00.000-07:00

yep this is how i feel now!

with all the books, the information, the projects, the surveys, the presentations

its easy to just throw in the towel!

but many people have overcome what i am doing now

if they can, WHY CAN'T I?

they're human too with a pair of eyes and ears, have eyes and nose and looks human to me

just gotta keep going on!

I will do well in my studies and then pursue my degree and masters

i will have a good future and make my parents, my family and my boyfriend proud of me

thank goodness i have friends and the love of my life to stay with me and encourage me to go on!

without them i dont think i can be so strong!

alright i have an essay due this friday (2 days from now) and i have to write minimum 2000 words on a video i just saw...

how am i supposed to throw out 2000 words?!

where am i supposed to find those words!

oh wells! the world goes on... so might as well put the best effort i have

presentation due, business and marketing psychology essay due

i have to start now!

update soon!

i love you my babyboy!

Signing off

Happy Anniversary

2011-04-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

yep its our 2nd year anniversary! lots of ups and downs... but were still standing strong..

now we mark another chapter of our journey, i am more than happy that its still you baby ♥

we'll get through new challenges and build new memories.. forget the pain of the past and we'll take the new pains to come with love in our hearts.. love so strong between you and me.

I LOVE YOU ♥OMT♥

Anyways special mention to Precelia for customizing the cake for us.. Erica for the first to text Happy Anniversary (even earlier that Shawn himself!) and Durga for *ahem* stalking my fb to get photos of me and shawn and did a collage at 2am! I LOVE YOU GIRLS! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! :)

Some photos below.. some are in my fb :)

Purple Date :)

2011-03-02T05:07:00.000-08:00

Watched "I am Number Four" with Erica, Precelia, Erica and Jannah! we watched cineleisure before school..

the night before, we decided to wear purple shirt.. so yeah, all of us were wearing purple!

the movie is wickedly awesome! i hope there is part 2.. canwhore like mad! but my camera died so used Jannah's hp to camwhore but the photos are in my phone now cos i couldnt find my BB USB..

we ate at the basement of Cine.. fried rice was nice! and spicehhh! Erica ate curry and not bad as well! steamboat style.. and the curry is nice! like lontong like that.. and we stayed there and talked and talked and laughed so loud! laugh till stomach ache and wanted to puke out all our food!

we walked from Cine to 313 Somerset to buy bubble tea and then walked to ION..

we realised we are still to early since the bus ride from orchard to school is like 15 min only?!

anyway we camwhored in the middle of nowhere.. ppl were staring at us.. but hey, i guess were certified true bimbo's! lol!

ACT CUTE...
RANDOM FACES
♥ ♥
PURPLE LADIES!
SHE IS PRETENDING TO BE A SUPERSTAR AND HER HAIR IS FLYING OFF.. *IGNORE FAN PLS*
ERICA ♥ ♥
PRECELIA ME AND JANNAH! ♥

WE SAW MDIS POSTER BEHIND! THEY'RE FOLLOWING TH POSES AT THE POSTER!
RANGOOO! LOOK AT ERICA!
OH YEAH!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!

alright gotta end here.. extremely tired and sleepy!

bye all :)

Signing off :)

127 Hours

2011-03-01T04:05:00.000-08:00

watched 127 Hours with baby.. it was gore in the end! like super!

one thing i realised, HE IS EXTREMELY CALM!

he can even video himself and make his own morning show.. he even hallucinated that scooby doo was behind him!

he practically hallucinated all the time! even hallucinated it rained and he was free and "Blue John" talked to him..

until on the 4th day, he has to drink his urine... veryyy sad! and then eventually cut his hand off! using a "Made in Chine cheap knife" (small knife) and then pull out a nerve! and then he was free!

He even saw a little boy which like represents his son and gave him hope to live..

and still now, with his one arm cut off, he still does hiking and mountain climbing BUT always leaving a note where he is going..

anyways!

baby is extremely sick.. might admit him to hospital :(

gtg for now! blog real soon!

Signing off :)

school

2011-02-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

I left my blog to rot awhile cos I am so busy with school stuff

Time check? 7.30am.. Blogging using my BB
I'm in the train on the way to school!
Gonna meet erica and precelia den go class..

I am so sleepy and bored and then SHINee's song was playing on my phone
and immediately I felt better! Hehehee!

I spazz over SHINee in my twiiter acc! I posted links on websites, photos and videos of them like again and again! Early in the morning! Hehehehe!

Anyway I will try to blog more!

Oh ya! Exactly one more month to my anniversary!
Yesterday was me and baby's monthsary!

We've gone through up and downs, we cried we laughed and yet
here we are.. Strong and solid!

I love you baby! I love you my sweetie pie :)

Alright I need to go! Blog soon!

Signing off :)

Happy Valentine's Day :)

2011-02-14T06:25:00.000-08:00

yes its Valentine's day again! Heart's Day! ♥ ♥

baby and i had picnic on Sunday, a day before Vday cos we wanted a pre-Valentine celebration

i cooked white cheese lasagna (yes no tomato sauce, my own creation!)

while my baby cooked sushi! yes homemade sushi!

HE EVEN MADE THE RICE HIMSELF! it not easy! cos must prepare sugar in vinegar sauce so the rice taste sweet..

den he wrapped it in seaweed.. he did crabstick sushi, tuna sushi, fish egg sushi, unagi sushi and his very own creation BAKWA CHEESE SUSHI!

we had PRETTY PRETTY BASKET and then we took cab down!

the wind is so strong!

on actual Vday (Feb 14th), after work, we ate at Swensen's Restaurant

as some of u noe, Swensen's Restaurant is a memorable place for me and baby cos its where we met, had our first date, celebrated our 1st month, first year anniversary, first Valentine's day and so on!

This year no bouquet for me cos flower's would just die.. and its super ex! he'd rather buy it for me during our upcoming anniversary.. hehehehe

instead he bought me a bouquet of teddy bear! super duper cute!! and 3 heart shape balloon!

i bought him a cake.. a heart shape chocolate cake and had a candle some more! hehehehe

photos are on fb, some are here :)

Happy Valentine's my baby

Love you as always ♥ ♥

My Vday card for baby.. i bought the materials from paper market..
♥
blow blow blow!
my bouquet, my balloons behind and our cake! ♥ ♥

pretty!
lighting our cake

me and baby's all time favourite! Root Beer Float!
My Teddy Bear Bouquet and 2 heart shapes balloons
At Swensen's Restaurant
MBS Behind
♥ ♥
loves!
my White Cheese Lasagna
Baby's homemade sushi!
Marina Barrage

that's all :)

Signing off :)

no longer a dream

2011-02-11T08:03:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I ask myself,

is this a dream?

I pinch myself to see if I am really awake

here you are right in front me

sleeping like a little angel

looking so peaceful

with no care in this world

you holding my hand

holding it tight

ur breathing so calm

yes this sleeping angel

he is mine

yes i am i am awake

you are mine

what have i done to be in such bliss?

i never want this to end

this happiness so much

it will explode anytime

i love you my beloved boyfriend

the love of my life

my best friend

my brother

my lover

you are all i could ever ask for :)

Signing off :)

Do you think i'm a bitch?

2011-02-10T07:21:00.001-08:00

hahahaha yes and no? there's a bitch in everyone! lol

Ask me anything ((:

Love is in the air

2011-02-10T07:19:00.001-08:00

Valentine's Day in 3 days!! i cannot wait!

i am so excited and very busy!! i am a busy bee planning for valentine's day!

i shall not say anything here in case my beloved boyfriend comes here! lol!

i love my boyfriend!

anyways, i have not much to update cos just came back from Cameron Highlands and Kuala Lumpur..

here are the photos!

Signing off :)

Jerren just created formspring. please ask me some questions

2011-02-08T06:57:00.001-08:00

where are u studying now? are u from OPSS?

Ask me anything ((:

How was KoKo Krunch made?

2011-02-08T06:56:00.003-08:00

chocolate rained on a wheatfield and poof! it bcame koko krunch! LOL!!

Ask me anything ((:

We have found the cause for the Orchard flooding last year, BlockedDrain. BlockedDrain should be sentenced to 5 years in jail. What are your comments?

2011-02-08T06:56:00.001-08:00

hahahaha! i am not a diplomat! but if there is a flood i'd be camping there so i can free phones!

Ask me anything ((:

Single or attached?

2011-02-08T06:55:00.001-08:00

very much attached! :)

Ask me anything ((:

hello from kuala lumpur!

2011-02-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

spending my CNY here in KL..

staying in Park Royal Hotel now..

we stay on the 12th floor..

just had a massive brunch!

will be checking out in an hours time to drive up to Cameron Highlands and checking in there

i hope hope hope its super bbbbbrrrrr cold up der!

its so hot in kl!

i miss singapore though :(

and most of all

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH!!!!!

baby pleaseee take care always... i'll be back on ur arms soon

bye for now! going up Cameron Highlands soon!

Signing off :)

bye singapore hello KL!

2011-02-02T09:22:00.000-08:00

yes in 5 hours, me and my family will be taking a "road trip" to KL

we'll be checking in on our usual hotel which is Park Royal Hotel and they serve the best breakfast ever!

now packing for last minute stuff...

and i will miss my babyboy so badly :( :(

i'll be back on sunday!

for now bye singapore

and Happy Chinese New Year!

Signing off :)

CNY Coming!

2011-01-29T21:10:00.000-08:00

just a short post...

ytd went shopping with baby!

i bought him a shirt and a jacket while we went to cotton on and he bought me a dress and a cardigan!

went to church, had dinner at NEX!

slept at 1.30am and i woke up at 1.30pm! (12hours sleep)

i woke up, my mommy is cooking hot soup cos of the cold rainy weather!

i was super reluctant to get up from bed! hehehee

the photos of the dress baby bought for me and the shirt i bought for him shall be uploaded!

(when were wearing it!)

i am gonna dye my hair tmr! or tuesday..

aiya as long as before new year and before going kl!

ok that's it! i love you weather!

Signing off

Who will win in a boxing competition, Patrick or Spongebob. & Why?

2011-01-26T23:36:00.001-08:00

lol! none! cos they're both dumb..

Ask me anything ((:

22nd

2011-01-26T20:50:00.001-08:00

Another 27th of the month!

Happy Happy monthsary to the love of my life!

To the man that stole my heart and swept me off my feet!

many many more to come my sugar pie!

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ♥ SHAWN ONG MENG TECK ♥

Yes baby u never have a decent photo

Ur just plain crappy and nonsensical and that's wad i love about you

People always ask me "Why do you love him?"

I dont have a definite perfect answer but i give them an answer that comes from my heart

"I JUST DO"

Signing off :)

Kat's 18th bday in M'sia and my JUICY COUTURE BAG!

2011-01-25T07:33:00.000-08:00

went to JB (not Justin Bieber but Johor Bahru!) for a short celebration of Kat's 18th bday! ya she's 18! legal age (before 21 of course) hhehee..

went shopping for Juicy Couture bags.. and ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY BUT MY MOM STILL BOUGHT FOR ME!

she say i'll use it for school... so now i have a branded bag and i can keep my pay! heheehe

we ate at A&W and their rootbeers with ice cream is still the best! though the portion of the food is small :( but its ok!

there are more photos but all in fb :)

below are the summary :)

my Juicy Couture Bag
Kat's wallet and bag.. pair right?! i love my mommy!
My new Juicy Couture bag Kat's bag

my mom and lil sis faith

me and my mommy!

my and my 3rd sis ej

ok i shall sleep now!

i have lost 3.4kg so far but thanks to CNY coming, i am probably gonna gain it all back again :(

NO I HAVE A MARATHON TO TRAIN FOR!!

CONTROL!

anyway Natalie is shoooo cute! she told she bought like 200 bucks worth of abalone and then i told her i spent less than a hundred bucks for 4 cans! one is abalone and then soft shell thingy den got asparagus thingy.. i also dun rmb.. and its NEW MOON! looks super duper expensive! but by writing this on my blog of course u all know its not!

and she told me that the outdoor survey has to stop awhile :( :( :(

and she's deciding whether to go back indoor.. however there's a risk she may not be able to go back outdoor! well, if i were her just enjoy the cny season first! den talk after that.. i'm sure the outdoor survey wont take so long to be reformatted (the questions i mean)

anyway Happy Chinese New Year in Advance everyone!

*babyboy i miss you so much! though i see u almost everyday.. one day is never enough! thank you for being patient and teaching me to grow up.. to handle my life as an organised adult.. thank you for not ever scolding me, doubting me but instead u had faith in me that i'll bloom into a woman that is mature responsible and of course loving.. thank you for encouraging me even if i make mistakes and tell me its not never too late to keep changing to a better person.. i love you my sweetie pie*

Signing off :)

survey

2011-01-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

Ok I got 30 new surveys to do!
Baby accompanied me ytd to submit and collect the new set

We ate at padi's point and had ribeye steak
and I had the pork loin with cheese! Lotsa cheese

Now I'm blogging using my BB cos I'm walking
looking for blk 440! Hehehehe

Who blogs and do survey and walk and get lost at the same time?!

Ok I gotta stop here! I'm really lost!

Signing off :)

you are my sunshine love

2011-01-21T19:47:00.000-08:00

Hello from my BB!
I'm blogging at 3am..

Wide awake partying! Lol..

Hmmm how has life been?
I took outdoors job now, earn more and have my own time

I have been running for 6km almost everyday (Tuesday Wednesday Sat&Sun)
I am super determine to lose my fats!
Medicine or treatments shall not be an excuse to give in
and indulge myself and get big!

also wad can I say? I am having the time of my life
I have the best boyfriend in the world..
Sweet Sensitive loving caring very patient and always puts me first
puts my feelings my thoughts before his own
2011 just started and we have not even quarrelled for a whole month!
We seldom quarrell anyways.. Lol

I'm going back to school soon!
Can't wait can't wait!

Gonna earn lotsa money cos I have hectic months ahead!
Feb-Valentines Day
March- Anniversary
April-baby's 26th birthday!
3 MAJOR events!

Need to dig my brains on wad to do for this 3 occasions

For now, the night is still young :)

Signing off :)

Merry christmas!

2010-12-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

yay! christmas time is here!

celebrated with family and i got my own digital camera! its pink colour!! loves loves!

and then me and baby got ourselves rollerblades and we rollerbladed for 3 hours straight at east coast park!

and then baby brought me to eat JUMBO Seafood! shiok!

best christmas ever!

let the photos do the talking! :)

tired blading after 3 hours!

Signing off :)

i am tired

2010-12-22T22:55:00.000-08:00

Blogging in using my BB cos I am so bored in the train

But yeah I am tired
I am tired for being blamed for everything that goes wrong in every ppl's lives
I am tired for getting the scolding for other ppl's mistakes

I dun wan anymore

I feel so alone..

Why? What have I done wrong to deserve this?

I loved, I love with all my heart
I put in effort to be the best in everything
But I ain't perfect

And no matter how much effort I put, one mistake
Whether mine or not, everything I've done just vanished from their minds
One mistake (and its nt even my fault) suddenly, everything I've done
The sweat, the effort, the money, the thought, just disappears!

Why? Why? Why?

I wonder how long more must this go on? I dun want to get hurt anymore

Signing off :(

KL and Genting getaway

2010-12-13T19:36:00.000-08:00

had a family trip (more like a road trip) from singapore to kl, den up to

genting and then down to genting again for 3 days..

it was fun but the pollution and the traffic jam was mad!

kinda traumatised cos my face has lots of new pimples...

anyway, the photos are below! let 'em do the talking!

anyway baby just left to go cameron highlands and genting too..

his turn.. i miss him :(

ok here are the photos!

Signing off :)

This is the life

2010-11-09T07:09:00.001-08:00

everything's been going well lately...

my love life is blissful, my family is happy, i cannot ask for more..

and yes i was admitted to Tan Tock Seng for 4 days :( :(

i had lots of blood test, i was on drip for 4 days straight even when i

pee or bath i have to keep it on..

but my baby, he never left my side!

he stayed with 24 hours a day.. he was gone for like 4 hours? just to go

home get clothes and bath..

den he's back to stay with me.... all 4 days.. until the day I got

discharged..

he overnight beside my bed and sleep in a small chair while i sleep on

bed..

looking at him when i wake up in the middle of the night, i just feel so

blessed..

like,

God wad did i do to deserve such guy giving his whole time for me in this discomfort??

anyway, the pictures of me in hospital is in my fb..

baby keeps taking photo of me..

1st day, 2nd day and night, 3rd day and night and the 4th day until i

left the hospital...

ok i gotta stop here.. i am so sleepy..

need to sleep early as doctor's advised!

Shawn Ong Meng Teck, my babylove ♥ ♥, thank u so much for

everything.. i noe i hurt u so many times including the latest one,

yet u stood by me still.. thank you for staying with me even if u had

to fail ur exam cos me, u had to sleep on chairs and squeeze urself

in small spaces.. thank you for all the care, the sweetness u showed..

the concern u showed me, the worry in ur face... i will never regret

those days and i'll always remember..

i will never stop loving u.. i love you, always, and forever will

i love u baby! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Signing off

exams are over!

2010-10-15T10:38:00.001-07:00

Let's Partaaay!

oh gosh i must have neglected blogging sinc ei just realised that blogger changed their blogging fonts! yay! i like this new features and new look

~~oh excuse me, be a man and grow up..~~

i love my bf ♥ ♥ ♥

i'm kinda lazy to blog now but Powerhouse on Wednesday! will update soon! with photos and all

Signing off

fighting!!

2010-10-03T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hello I am like so happy coz tmr is the last paper of the term!
Anyway I am in the train blogging using my BB and I am super duper bored! I dunno wad tto say except that I am the happiest girl alive right now! Ok I shall stop here since I dunno wad to say.. Lol! I am missing my baby now! Signing off ((:

1 year 6 months!

2010-09-28T00:13:00.000-07:00

Happy happy happy 1 Year 6 Months to me and baby!

and this day was the first day of my exam some more! arghhhh

wad a way to celebrate!

anyway baby brought me to ishimura, a japanese buffet... $12 nett only!! like only!!

and the food was superb! hehhehehe.. i had tons of sushi!!

i didnt take much photo since i was so busy eating! lol..

photos!

i still have 2 more exam to go and its holiday!! yay-ness!

Psychology I & II was all MCQ but it was a tough mcq!

looking forward to other exams and hope my essay pulls me up!

i ♥ ♥ ♥ my baby!

Signing off

prepare to attack!

2010-09-13T21:59:00.000-07:00

attack all my essays assignments and exams! here we go again!!

won't be blogging..

i'd probably be too lazy to blog or i am too busy trying to understand my notes.. arghhhhh!!

whoever invented exam shud be.............. abolished? wait wad if the person alredi passed on? arghhh!

ok la, i go study now..

i ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ my baby!

Signing off

my friends...

2010-09-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

yes my friends and i are kinda quarrelling..

hmmm who's fault?

i also DONT KNOW..

i mean i was waiting for k-pop concert with them and then poof! i found out they bought alredi.. how hurting was that?? i was so pissed that they didnt tell me.. wing was saying that they had crucial reasons.. so wing knows and i dunno?? ironically, i am their friend, not him..

and i was telling him, no matter how crucial it is, i am sure they can sms me..

anyway, after thinking were all at fault... but i guess i am the extra one..

seriously , they met last yr and they build a stable friendship.. and this yr i came and invaded their friendship.. why am i so thick skin right to get angry for such reason..

everyone's blaming me.. including wing... ask me some more, why must matter blow up to this extent? so my fault la that i blew it up.. and why i say its mine, he's only asking me! asking me all this but why not ask jess?? why not ask nab?? why only me? so at everyone's point of view i am the one at fault..

i blew up the matter, i hurt ppl and nab and jess are totally blameless.. that's wad he's trying to say..

DEN SO BE IT..

i live my life not to please anyone.. i dont him or anyone a living..

if they wanna remain friends den so be it, if they dont, den atleast i noe i tried... i noe i tried to be humble and apologise.. i noe i gave my effort..

sept 16 going back to ttsh.. i have a wish that i hope it'll fail but i still have shawn.. so i cant wish for it to fail.. but i feel so demoralised.. really i do..

my heart feels so heavy... i wanna pour it out.. whenever i am angry i vent my anger to shawn my bf, and nab and jess.. but seems like this heaviness has to stay inside cos i dun think its the right time to tell them or i shall not tell them at all.. they might not even want to hear it.. i am probably just a pain in the ass.. an extra person onvaded their friendship.. so i'll lie low, stay down.. disappear if i can.. i'll try..

baby ur my only hope now.. i feel so down and lost.. i really do )):

Signing off

essays and exams around the corners

2010-08-30T15:21:00.001-07:00

well i just celebrated my 17th month with my baby ♥
1 year and 5 months ((:

we passed another obstacle, another late night fights and crazy hurting.. hey der's no perfect couple right?

well he was damn damn damn sweet la!

"can look if der's anything in my eyes?" me? i go look and den "smack!" he kissed me! he tricked me lor! aiyo.. but I LIKE!! hehehehehe

anyway, late nights with my best friends are coming... best friends referring to my essays (4 essays and 2 APA Format!!)

and exams are coming!

ok its 6.25 am.. needa go jogging!!

bye!

Signing off

immune system down

2010-08-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

i suddenly felt sick this morning.. on my way to church, in to church.. i suddenly started sneezing..

in church i started coughing.. anyway i met up with jess together with my baby in west coast

to eat at her restaurant! (details in the next blog post since i am sick)

pictures would be up soon..

anyways, now is not the time to fall sick! my essays are due, exams are coming.. i need distinction!

arghhh.. God help me please?

anyway i'll blog after i recover.. now is 10.30pm.. sleeping time for me! ((:

Signing off

exam and essays

2010-08-21T00:20:00.001-07:00

i wont be blogging till end of sept.. having exams and essays now... lazy to blog.. lol

ok bye

Signing off

a day after 21

2010-08-08T00:10:00.000-07:00

long awaited photos! lol..

went kbox in the morning, popeyes in the afternoon! love u cliques and boyfriend!

here are the photos!

from my polaroid camera

very stressed! don't know how to sing.. lol

people ask me how doest it feel like now i am 21?

my answer? NO DIFFERENCE! I STILL FEEL LIKE MYSELF! LOL

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!

Signing off

21 years old!

2010-08-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

i just spent my 21st birthday!

SHORT SUMMARY:

i had a party and my close friends came! so happy.. though i am quite disappointed cos ppl say that they'e coming, last min didn't come.. i felt damn demoralised

THE PICTURES ARE ON FB cos it wasnt my camera, had a pro to take photos at night!

after the next day, baby and i went kBox and then met nabbie and jess for dinner in popeyes!!

happy happy happy!! PHOTOS ARE ALSO IN FB!

oh goodness, i have been eating so much lately! i am like craving for ice cream!

i am eating BEN & JERRYS now! time check:1.15am!!!!

sinful!

ok need sleep! love you peeps!

Signing off

4 more days!

2010-07-26T06:15:00.000-07:00

4 more days to my 21st birthday!!

ok no more.. that's all ((:

Signing off

8 more days!

2010-07-16T08:43:00.001-07:00

watched blood pledge with nabbie.. ITS A VERY STRESSFUL MOVIE! me and nab was like so lost. the meaning of the story very deep.. only in the end den the puzzle was solved..

AND WE CRIED! WHICH HORROR MOVIE MAKES

U CRY?!?!?!?!?!

anyway after that went to amk to meet Jessica! yay!

we went to JCU! school so big la!

and ANYONE CAN GO IN!

Nabbie and I went in and acted like student of JCU!

nabbie was like "Kim let's go to the canteen!" and then point to some random place..

my reaction: =.=" LOL!! love chu nabbie! and guess wad? the random place wer she point is really the canteen!

and canteen got aircon neh... lol

saw Uncle Manfred too! so cool!

afterwe ate popeyes! at jubilee behind amk hub..

nabbie's first time! so cute.. she fell in love with the mash potatoes immediately!

i left early to run for tuition..

at night i msn-ed with them and told me after i left, they got lost on how to go back to mrt!!

(oh ya, they stay in the west: chinese garden and west coast) so ya they got lost!

anyway school started.. met sukma in the mrt and went to school together..

sch was great cos i took neuropsychology before cognitive.. and by right i shud take cognitive den neuro.. so when Mr. Lam was teahing cognitive, i practically know everything!! lol

ok my birthday is coming! 8 more days! bye younghood, hello adulthood!

gtg go to school now! BYE!

Signing off

first aid course & MOVIE MARATHON!!

2010-07-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

well its the first aid week, where we learn wad is choking and how to stop it, cpr, baby cpr, thrusting, bandaging, and blah blah.. to explain better, nabbie had videos and will go to fb..

TODAY

watched toy story 3 with girlfriend's.. it was so fun la! the movie is about growing up but not losing touch with ur childhood.. excellent movie!!

while waiting for Jess to arrive, Nabilah and I went to play arcade.. and she has really bad impressions of arcade cos of noise and etc.. so we played basketball, Silent Hill and the BEST game, BISHI BASHI!! spent like 9 coins keep playing.. were like so noisy la!!! hehehehehe..

Yesterday (13/07/10)

Nabbie and I pampered ourselves!! we went for manicure together.. i didn't take photo though cos my hand was shaking (due to fatigue & tiredness) so all pictures turned out very blur..

I CUT BANGS.. and i regretted it the moment the guy cut it away... arghhhh.. now my fat round face is so *emphasized and highlighted* faints! (photos in fb)

anyway baby was soooooooo sweet la! like SWEEEETTTTTTTT!!!

saranghae!

13/07/10

watched karate kid!! best movie!! jayden is sooooo cute!! mini Will Smith.. and 12 yrs wth
6 pack?!?!?!?! goodness he trained.. and Jackie Chan never disappoints!! 4/5 stars!!

the process where he was learning king fu is the best! "take of ur jacket. hang it (wit attitude!), take it down, put in the ground, pick it up, put on ur jacket, hang it up, take it down, pt it on the ground, pick it up, put it on" he did this like 1 million times and i am not exxagerating!

anyway, tmr, going to watch BLOOD PLEDGE!!

*back to reality, i am going back to school next week with ppl who i dont like (cos they're childish) and my friends, well, they're moving on and i am going to miss them LOADS!!!!! till friday girls!*

Signing off

HOLIDAYS!

2010-07-05T21:29:00.001-07:00

watched Eclipse with my baby.. movie date with him after svc..
suppose to watch with cg but they all wanted toy story 3 and all tickts sold out unless u wanna seat at the first row!

so we went to watch a amk hub..
one word about the movie: WOW!!!
I FELL IN LOVE WITH EDWARD!

he's so patient and understanding even though bella (his gf) is a bit confused between him and jacob... though i find jacob not bad but he's attitude is so COCKY! Edward is gentle and very nice..

OH THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER, ITS LIKE AS IF

HE'S WILLING TO STAND IN FRONT OF HER AND

TAKE THE BULLET FOR HER.. VERY INTENSE YET

ROMANTIC!

rating: 4.5 stars! i cant rate 5 stars cos der's no perfect movie.. but close to perfect! ((:

anyway i am on holidays now! i wake up like 2pm plus everyday? lol!! dragging for school to start..
gonna spend time with my baby..

he's not feeling well.. please take care sweetie pie!
i'll be worried lots about u!
AND NO MORE LAKSA!! aft 10 years den u eat ok? ((:
me love you!

ok me gonna watch NARUTO!!
*i wanna buy the frog pouch in PS!*

Signing off

My hero is you for our papa

2010-06-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

ups and downs

2010-06-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

yes there is up and down in life..

i have been all "up" and now, a sudden "down" hits my life..

all i know is that its not permanent.. God has a plan for me..

ppl i thought i cud trust were the one who caused the hurt and those i've never even knew so well, were the one who stood by me.. the one who is hepling me to stand up again..

life has many surprises i guess.. cos now i see, who are my true friends.. who will be der to fight it out with me and laugh like mad at the end..
and who will run like cowards and leave me alone to face challenges in life..

my baby's been with all along, another person in my life who did not give up on me.. he was der holding my hand.. making me feel i am not alone..

THANKS GUYS!
special name mention: Thanks Ziqqy! Jessica! Illyana! Nabilah! and especially Shuhui! and to the rest who never left me.. and of course Shawn my boyfriend!

WHY SHUD I FEEL SAD WHEN I HAVE MORE PPL WHO LOVES ME THAN PPL AGAINST ME?

i make mistakes but thsese ppl look beyod my mistakes.. LOVE YOU ALL!

Signing off

City Harvest Church is my family and HE will make a way

2010-06-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

CHC is going through trials now right after ASIA CONFERENCE!
Pst Kong didnt even have time to rest! its Sun's birthday and yet he cant go to USA cos of investigation!

On Asia Conference, he told us to love singapore.. he made us say the pledge again and again and again and again just to engrave in our heart to be proud of singapore and fight for this nation!

YET LOOK??!? LOOK AT THE NATION THAT HE LOVES SO MUCH IS DOING TO HIM AND HIS CHURCH?!?! HIS FAMILY?! "SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT".. i am starting to hate them.. arg!

I cant wait to go to America and migrate there!!

anyway below are the photos of the last night of AC..

Signing off

Asia Conference day 4

2010-05-29T10:00:00.000-07:00

yes its day 4 means tomorrow is the last day!
its all going too fast!
but its also a good thing so that the foreign delegates can go back home to their respective country to impart all the revelations during all the 13 session and 6 elective classes

tonight Rev. Reinhard Bonnke did the night session and yes he exceeded not just my expectation but the whole hall 7, 8 & 10!

though i was in hall 10 cos i was late.. i came from work but i dashed to hall 8 when he called those who are in ages between 15-25!

me and baby fit perfectly into that category!

after this whole conference, it made me hungry to know God more
make me wanna just have a deeper relationship with Him..
cos christianity is not a RELIGION BUT A RELATIONSHIP..

seeing all the youth hungry and eager, it touched my heart and encouraged me to continue this race for God..

going for the 9am session with Pst Yonggi Cho! ((: can't wait

i am currently waiting for baby to reach home..
cos my family and baby went to changi airport T3 for supper after AC and we were so full!

my parents couldnt send him home cos my car is alredi full pack! so being a sweety, he volunteered to take bus home..

i am so proud of him! i love you ((:

Signing off

Asia Conference day 3

2010-05-28T10:36:00.000-07:00

my heart is filled and my spirit on fire..

may be tired physically but the love for HIM grow..

God, thank you for the strength! last session on sunday, its all going too fast!

slow down and enjoy His presence.. nothing compares to just lingering and waiting for Him..

looking forward to the next sessions!

Signing off

hehehe...

2010-05-19T00:34:00.000-07:00

i look so stupid here

ytd after nvpc, us cliques went to 121 for lunch..

den went to amk hub arcade to play cos got 2 hours to kill before class starts..

its been so long since i went to an arcade to play! dang! lost touch with my younger side
lol!

well, we played basketball, daytona racing (i lost :( ) bishi bashi something la! we played house of the dead 4 and time crisis 2! and back to bishi bashi! lol!!!

it was so fun can!

the thing is after that we went to sch and lessons started, we were so SLEEPY!!!!!!!!!

ifah and i cam-whored as seen on top in class!!

hehehehehe.. love love love yesterday!

*i hate my period! my pimples are popping out and disgusting!*

Signing off

brain cells died

2010-05-12T07:34:00.000-07:00

my brain cells literally died today..

damn! all those medical terms!
proprioception,crudehepsis, nocieception, fovea, macular,cerebellum!

i am a psychologist, not a brain surgeon!

yet i still have to study this module and get a pass!

damn! damn! today, i looked at my lecturer with ????????????????? all over my face
and he just says, we will go through it more in details in future..

and i was like ALL THOSE THINGS YOU JUST TAUGHT ARE NOT EVEN IN FULL DETAILS??!!

we have to label the parts of the brain and what is their function!

ok i want to sleep.. no class tmr but i'll be working :)

Signing off :)

NVPC

2010-05-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

today was nvpc..
means volunteer work..

its essuntial for my course which is psychology..

in the morning, ifah sms me she cant make it.. i met danyl, firah and su at amk mrt and danesh didn't come AGAIN!

ok la this time got valid reason, he has to go help his mummy in their restaurant..

(oh btw, i go to AWWA in amk blk 123, oppsite the mosque)

anyway, walked to awwa and then my student leader called me and danyl.. and she's not happy that ifah and danesh last min didnt come.. must inform 2 days before cos she has to report to school.. so i apoligised on behalf of the both them.. danyl too.. hopefully she doesn't stay angry when i go for class tmr..

i was quite sad, cos the people working on the home, they are so rough to the old ppl.. i wanted to cry expecially this old lady, i think she got dementia, cos she keeps repeating wad she's saying.. guess she forgots wad she say every 5-10min..

and then she's on wheelchair and very very frail.. the workers just push her up like as if she's my age..
i was so pissed and angry when i saw that.. i feel like telling her to open her eyes and see that its an old lady she's holding..

anyway went to 122 for lunch.. the mee siam was not bad.. the rest wanted to study neuro.. but guess wer? DOWNTOWN EAST!

no way.. its too far and i am very sleepy.. so i went home straight..

waiting for baby tp come my house and play basketball

Signing off

is this mother's day?

2010-05-09T04:50:00.000-07:00

yes today is mother's day.. but everything went wrong from morning till night..

haiiiiiiiiii............................................................................

i guess u can feel my pain..

for one stupid reason... can guess??

DIDNT WASH THE DISHES THE NIGHT BEFORE!!!

FREAKING DISHES!!!!

my dad kept swearing and swearing (as in f***ing and all those bulls**t)

is the dishes worth to ruin the whole day?
is it worth to ruin the mother's day atmosphere?
it's suppose to be my mommy's day...

anyway still went for service with kat, ej, faith and mama.. yeah it was fun.. especially when we were waiting for the cab back to yishun and in yoshinoya..

teaching mum to speak some jap words.. and its nice to make her smile depsite the chaos at home.

home isn't home

Signing off :)

this is why i love you

2010-05-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

when we walk and you take my hand so tight giving me the feeling that u do not want to let me go

when i am waiting for and u come behind my back and hug and kiss me to surprise me

when u look me in the eye and stare and i have to ask you "why? do i have a dirt on my face?" and u just reply "no ur just so beautiful"

when u surprise me every now and then with gifts or acts of love

when u go the extra mile for me even though ur tired

for putting my feelings first even though u dont like

when u apologised a thousand times even though its never ur fault AT ALL

when u boast about me in front of ur friends like i'm the perfect girlfirend

when ur so proud to introduce me to the ppl u noe

when u hug me tight when ur down like i'm the only source of comfort

when u take care of me when i'm sick (like as if i have some chronic disease :P)

when u tell me u love with so much emotion

when u respect me as a woman and as ur girlfriend

whenever ur sad that i am not with u even if its just for a day

when u give me what i am craving even though its not cheap (most of the time)

for being understanding

teachng me to be an independent person

for loving the ppl i love (though i know they're not so lovable)

for scolding me to wake me up.. yet u scold with love

for touching my heart whenever u sit down and take my hand just to tell me you love

when u worry about me and brings a heavy water bottle when i am sick

i can go on and on but there's too many..
this is wad i call true love that goes beyond any understanding of a human being..

love that cannot be explained by words.. love that is illogical yet logical to me... the ONLY love that i am willing to lay down my life for

Signing off

IP MAN 2 IS LOVES!

2010-05-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

Yes we watched Ip Man 2! me and baby were like OOOHHH and AAHHHHH cos it was DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD!

if i could be the official rater, its is 9.5/10! if i could give 10/10 i would! but no movie is perfect but close to perfect!

the kung fu stunts were really good..

and i noe that though all martial arts have different style, Ip Man was using Wung Ching (i think) style.. there's the Hung style (by sammo) and praying mantis style as well..

but i think the persin doing the stunts is more important.. Ip man is so alert like he has eyes all over his body including the leg!

those who hasn't watched it GO GO GO!!

anyway, baby, is so damn fanatic over kung fu and martial arts so he keep doing the moves..

we ate at long john :)

ok i have to rush my homework!!!!!!!!!

my microsof word is failing me!

ok i have to finish my homework..

Signing off :)

after class frenzy!

2010-04-29T19:51:00.000-07:00

after class we were looking for a place to eat and we tour-ed the whole clark quay..

Danesh suggested boat quay, while i saw tcc.. and in the danyl say mnhatten fish market at the central,
but we took lke 30min-45min to choose wer to eat!

anyway, of course must bimbo a bit and photo time while searching fo food!

*credits to ifah babe!!

Signing off :)

Universal Studios

2010-04-26T08:12:00.000-07:00

baby and i went to universal studios in sentosa! ok heavy photos cos its really so nice and fun! i can't help snapping photos! hehehehehe

ok i wont say much, enjoy the photos!

Signing off

Percy Jackson rocks!

2010-04-24T09:33:00.001-07:00

we watched it with baby and family.. its long ago movie la but it was dowloaded and and we watched on the LCD..

ok i am going to sleep soon cos i'll be going to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS with baby in like 9hours time or something!

ok i gtg! *excited*

Signing off

sick and hating it

2010-04-20T06:24:00.000-07:00

I am on a 5 Days MC.. i'm missing so many things!!

even food! everything no taste.. thank God my baby is der to take care of me
and the cg prayed for me..

rachel i feel ur plight now, and i i noe were in the same boat.. hehehehe lol (:

ok i shall not go on.. i just took medicine and i'm dizzy alredi

2 more days to my baby's birthday!

Signing off

this feeling of love

2010-04-17T08:52:00.000-07:00

I can say, I have the best boyfriend of in the world..

i spent the whole day with baby, like from 9am-9pm.. 12 hours straight can!

and one thing i know, this is called XIN FU ("blessed" in chinese)..
words canot explain how i feel..

i love you baby always and forever

Signing off

Clash of the Titans

2010-04-13T00:42:00.000-07:00

Yes we watched clash of the titans 2D one... baby has phobia of 3D movies.. dunno why also.. i like lor! heheheheehehe..

anyway, his brithday is coming in 9 Days! yay-ness!

BABY IS TURNING 25! HE'S OLD! I'M ONLY TURNING 21! MY UNCLE!

so yeah, quite happy and excited and were going UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TO PLAY NEXT WEEK!!!
stay tunes for the pictures here and in fb!

ur turning 25! ur birthday is coming, and i'm so excited

its the 2nd time alredi and i wanna spend every birthdays you have together with you

i love you :)

this feeling is called xin fu

Signing off

golden hair

2010-04-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

baby and i coloured our hair together.. same colour.. i shall post pictures next time when i'm not tired and lazy..

Signing off

Happy 1st Year Anniversary Part 2

2010-03-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

We went out today and baby bought me a bouquet!! so sweet!

its 1am and i'm so tired.... he also bought me a KEY necklace from TAKA Jewellery and he say, THIS KEY REPRESENTS MY HEART, YOU HOLD THE KEYS.. and i was like *AWWWW, Speechless*

i also made him a collage.. from the 2nd day to the recent! Every month got photo.. and i bake him a bake!
i made chocolate cake with strawberry icing cos its his fave!

ok below are the photos!

enjoy! My bouquet and necklace

My key necklace

WEEEEE!

My Bouquet!

The Collage i made!

2nd board

1ST Board

The cake i bake

Say AHHHH!

While waiting for our food

Waiting :)

I choose to eat this!

Choosing the menu

Baby choosing menu too!

Baby, i am counting down to another adventorous year with you...

It just feels so right with you

Signing off

Happy 1st Year Anniversary

2010-03-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

yes it is... midnight he stayed with me...
i have plans for him bit i can't say now cos he will definitely visit my blog!
for hints :)

NO WAY i'm giving away any hint!

he also never hint me at all what he plan for me... hehehehe

ok la, i need to get some beauty sleep.. cos i wanna look pretty for him tmr!

*Ginvera works.. i encourage girls to get it... the Ginvera whitening facial cleanse, Marvel Gel, Day Cream with SPF 20+++, and the night nourish and repair cream..* (oh ya, girls, please use sunscreen.. SUN RAYS IS THE ONE CAUSING PIGMENTATION AND UNEVEN SKIN TONE.. and i recommend Ginvera!)

Signing off

Its True

2010-03-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

I HATE SHARING YOU..

REMEMBER THAT....

SIGNING OFF

Photos during Valentine's Day!

2010-03-18T17:47:00.000-07:00

To cut things short, we went to Swensens! hehehehehehe...

i'm kinda lazy to blog.. hahahaahaha.. that's what photos are for right? hehehe..

now go ahead and scroll down :)

The tiger behind me is made of PURE flowers

Baby's food

My food plus my bouquet

Added my rootbeer float!

Swensen's Menu (btw, we went back to the swensens where we met and had our first date.. now 2nd date alredi in the same place:)

ME!

BABY'S TURN!

Trying out the clothes :)

Signing off :)

a summary

2010-03-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

Wow!!

i left my blog dead again!

just a summary..

i still celebrated VALENTINE'S day with my baby!
(those who didn't TOO BAD! hehehe)

went reunion dinner and collected ang pau (red packet).. den at night we asked permission to leave and go out since its V-Day...
and yes we went for a date...
we went back to the place where we first met and fell in love...

very romantic going through all the memories...

BUT MOST SHOPS ARE CLOSED!
:( :( :( :(
very sad...
but still! we won't let it ruin the love atmosphere..

i told him "IF U SEE A CHINESE COUPLE TOGETHER AT THIS DAY, MEANS THEY'RE RELATIONSHIP IS VERY STRONG"
OF COURSE HE ASKED ME why?

"COS THEY'RE WILLING TO LEAVE BEHIND EVERYONE AND DUN CARE ABOUT REUNION DINNER JUST TO BE WITH THEIR LOVE ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY THAT ONLY HAPPEND ONCE A YEAR"

he replied "SO U SAYING OUR LOVE IS STRONG LA?"
i said "DEN?"
AND HIS REPLY SO NICE
"OF COURSE LA! WE ARE TOGETHER NOW RIGHT? AND EVERY VALENTINE'S DAY.. PROMISE"

and so we spotted quite a few chinese couples and holding roses.. so they're very solid! hehehehehe.....

anyway, i'm counting down to school re-opening! yay-ness!

i'll upload photos soon!
*Loves*

every valentine's day, promise...

Signing off

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

2010-02-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

Valentines Day and Chinese New Year is coming in 3 days time!!
yay-ness!! hahahaha

anyway baby and i went shopping..
really splurge man!!!

TODAY I AM NOT FEELING WELL.. AFTER WORK I WENT HOME STRAIGHT AND SLEPT..

saw Emily with her friends and i look like crap cos i am having fever.. in the middle of work! hahahaha.. anyway hey girl (if ur reading my blog) :) :)

hahahahaha!!
anyway, life is ok..
workng...
can't wait to START SCHOOL IN MARCH!!!
hahahahahaahaha...

ok i dunno wad to update le

just very excited for RED PACKETS and of course, V-DAY!!

seriously, love is in the air!!

hahahaha

baby bought me a dress, oh I LOVE THE DRESS! Shows all the CURVES! hehe
a sleeveless black jacket and a red tight fit shirt..
den i bought him shirts! pink one and red one..
hmmm, i am so going to do my EYEBROW tmr!!

i just went to did my nails and its SUPERB!
PRO's alwaysdo the job good!
i cut my FRINGE too!!

ok i have faboulous CLOTHES,
faboulous HAIR
faboulous NAILS
and everything is gonna go so well

I'll be meeting all of baby's relative during the new year
have butterflies!
hahaha

anyway, i have to sleep! have to work..
march come faster!
holiday be over!
i wanna go back school!

baby i so can't wait!!
let's have a good v-day and new year together
love you to the ultimate max!

Signing off

The joy i'm looking forward to

2010-01-25T21:32:00.000-08:00

omg! 1 more day its 27 jan!
that means were turning 10 months!! yay-ness!!

ok before that, i'm so going to school!!SOT here i come!

haha ok la haven't confirm yet but that's my goal this year and i'm still gonna have to go through interview.. i think mama got interviewed by pastor derek..i am really praying hard that i do get in..

the challenge here is how to survive with only 4 bucks an hour, early mornings, late nights,countless assignments, pleasing the boss, refrain from being late from school and work and the list goes on and on... since i didn't let my paents pay for my school fees...

yet, i guess this is the joy that is painful.. did is say it correct?
i dont know how to explain but its worth the sacrifice,
its worth the headache
this is the time i will have seriously no choice but to lean on God's strength..
this the time where when all else fails, God will never leave me..and that's the joy i am so looking forward
something that in my whole 20 years of my life, i never once experience..

alright looking forward to our 10th month and valentines day/new year!

ok i am on a two week weight lose program and its INTENSIVE weight lose
imagine 2 weeks!

ok i sleep at 10pm, wake up early, go work and then jog like its the end of the world!

and then if i have no work, i'll wake up at 7am eat a small portion of food for energyand then run again like its the end of the world! and then at night, eat early and then dance!
dance and shake till the fats melt!
imagine that!

i need to get rid of my fats!!and of course PIMPLES!!!
yes disgusting, bothering and really yucky pimples..

you may ask me why the extreme work out
well i'll be meeting shawn's whole entire clan!
during new year...
and according to his sister and him,they're not really the type of relative that u cud ask for and
they're very extreme... yeah you got the picture..
so must impress the future in-laws! (i hope)

ok now is 6pm, just ate a bit and off to running!

oh if you may ask if shawn is doing something too?
YES! he's more crazy than i am!so hopefully were presentable!

ok bye!!!!! love ya!

baby one more day, another month
going closer to our vision and goal
i love you

Signing off

Back to School on March!

2010-01-24T07:07:00.000-08:00

Yes!
i can't wait to start school!

i'm going to SOT!
omg!

ok la i still need to go through interview and stuff like that..
but hey, i'll pray so hard they have no choice to accept me!!
hahahahaha!!

anyway, i'm working in 7-11 in Cathay..
VISIT ME GUYS!

ok la.. me still got work tmr!
its 11am alredi!

bye ya!

I miss you baby
i'd be lost without you

Signing off

Hungry!

2010-01-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

ok latest update.
i have moved to SEMBAWANG!!!

yay-ness!
very near SunPlaza!

address blk 490..

hmmm so tire moving stuff..

been spending so much time with baby! and our 10th month coming! yahoo!

ok i am going to have to save A LOT OF MONEY!

HERE'S WHY

January 2010- Katheirne (my sister) birthday and our 10th month
February 2010- Valentines Day
March 2010- 1st Year Anniversary
April 2010- My dear baby is turning 25! happy birthday my baby

ok so u see that??! and i'm booking chalet for his birthday at dowtown east..
or costa sands.. most prob costa sands

hmmm last night or this morning at 1am, i was alredi in bed when i got hungry!
i actually got up and eat till 3am!

I'M GETTING FAT! NO!!!!!!! *PHOBIA*

if u guys have not seen me in sec sch, well u have to see pictures!
i was horribly FAT!
but year 2009, i really realy LOST WEIGHT! like 6KG!!!
yep i lost 6 kg in 4 months. so now i'm a proud 46kg and a waistline of 25 when i ised to be 29 close to 30!

so have to go jogging and burn out all my FATS!

ok i end here.. i go search pictures to post!

new home
new environment
short hair
long hair
school
no school
work
no work
baby u were with me every step of the way
and i shall be with u too :)

Signing off

First post of 2010!

2010-01-01T22:47:00.000-08:00

Hello all!
first of all

HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY 2010!

Yes, its 2010.. a brand new year once again!

time flies so fast!

ok short post as i'm getting ready to go out soon just waiting for baby to pick me up Loves!

i celebrate countdown with my family and of course with my baby!
we went to to ate lea and kuya romel house and of course lots of friends!

countdown was noisy!!! like N-O-I-S-Y!!

and the food! oh heaven! the food was a lot AND GREAT!
we had wine again both red and white and we prayed..

welcoming the new year with prayer!
and yes, i still believe with all my heart, this is the best year for me and baby and our families!

well that's it!
photos aren't with me so have to wait!

A brand new year, a brand new start
baby i can't believe its with u
and yes, more is yet to come for us
i'll never ever let u go

Signing off

Christmas '09

2009-12-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

Yes christmas is over! december 24, baby came over my house and at midnight, yes we were eating our hearts out!

oh ya the main event for christmas, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!!

mama made carbonara, she made the sauce herself!
papa made stuffed turkey (stuffed cos there's something inside stuffed)
den have kasaba cake, got cheese layer on top..
and of course wines! but the kids cannot drink wine but want to have the "wine feel" so we bought sparklers for them..

anyway, let the photos do the talking!

New year in one day!!! yay-ness!
mama's carbonara :) its yummy!

Loves! <3

Too bright la! but still loves!

Cheers for christmas!

Papa's homemade turkey

Wine, Sparklers, Cake, Ham, Turkey, Carbonara, Orange Juice

baby my frist christmas with you and i love it!

looking forward for more christmas with you!

i love you so much!

Signing off

Happy 9th!

2009-12-28T21:24:00.001-08:00

This shall be a short post..
well yes, christmas is over and new year is coming but the most important is our monthsary!

Yes you read it right! it was our monthsary on december 27 and we went to eat Sizzler buffet
gosh i was full like crap!!

ok wait, my 8th month also never post!
well we went to orchard and stroll there and of course took lots of PICTURES!!!!
the christmas tree in ION is so damned nice can!
can go in den got crystal gazing..

it was quite romantic holding hands in town in a christmas season..
can't wait for more special occassion!

OK! back to present! our 9th month was superb! eat eat eat!

goodness i think i'll become fat!
no worries! i went jogging!
need to keep the figure man!

haha.. well new year is coming..
a brand new year to start my life all over again..

gosh time is so fast!
just last year december i was mourning!

i was in america and came back singapore still brokenhearted and now another new year is coming and i'm happier ever in my whole life!

my family loves me and my friends loves me..
and of course my baby loves me very much..
this morning he even text me a randome message
he said I WOULD DIE IN EXCHANGE OF UR HAPPINESS

of course i was like awwww but he doesn't have to die for me to be happy!
i fact i'll be the most depressed person and probably kill myself too if he die so he cannot leave me just yet!

ok i shall stop here

Photos of 8th month and 9th month celebration woth baby will be on the next post.. promise promise..

Love ya peeps!!

U do not need to die for my happiness
no one is perfect and i love you just the way you are
its because of ur character and ur personality that's why
i have fallen so deeply in love with you
another challenging yet fulfilling month has passed again
and this time our love is stronger
you are my and only
my greatest love

Signing off

Bye grandpa

2009-12-16T23:26:00.000-08:00

Yes my grandfather died early morning today..

3 years ago, my grandpa in my mum's side died... he was my 2nd daddy since i was born..

and when he left, all of us were very sad.

this morning, my grandpa in my father's side also died..

tomorrow, my dad's leaving the first flight in the morning and go for his wake..

my baby will be at my place with my mum and me and my sisters, to stand as the man of the house till papa comes back..

driving us around, assisting us in the business and oher stuf.. mama only trust him and no one else to be with us..

Baby i dunno wad u did but u impressed my family so much!
maybe cos she can see God's light in u.. ur patience and responsibility..
i'm so proud to have u as my boyfriend and of course future hubby..

even my ex bf, my mum dun like
(in terms of look she say u look better, even my maid! they were like so relief that i got a better looking bf! and yeah! ur better looking! everyone can see that, so dun care wad others say, der's such thing as JEALOUSY in this world, so be happy, ppl are jealous of you and not you jealous in them)

anyway, papa is so sad, so quiet and yes mourning and griefing.. anyway, he's strong and God is with him.. he'll be strong. and were here for him..

bye daddy (i call my grandpa daddy)

Signing off

Famous

2009-12-09T22:20:00.000-08:00

=.="

hahahahahahahahahahaha
no comments..

my tagboard is alive again!

just cos i said some stuff on my earlier post den gt this alredi!
hahahahahahahahahaha..

gosh i'm laughing infront of my laptop now..

baby, dun worry... everything's fine..

i promise to be good and i shall be..

besides if pauline or any of our cg members read this, i'll get a lot of lecturing..

damn from a simple post dedicated to my baby, it became a whole issue..

like thos entertainment show like E! hahahahaha

besides, past is past.. why must harbour grudge right over a simple post?
its been like 1 year?
so move on....

anyway, today no work.. i'm so slack.. meeting baby.. probably coming my house for dinner den go for jogging!!!!
hahahaha...
my weight is weird gosh!
for 55 kg to 45 kg in less than a year and now 47 kg.. hahaha..
gosh!

nvm must train katherine! (my sister, she's 16 yrs old)
haha tonight i shall drag her and if she losses weight credits are mine! hahahahahaha...

ok now i shall read my book.. i like borrowed 4 books! hahahaha.. all romance cos i wanna get inspired again..

ok i stop stop... lunch time! :)

baby we'll get through this

Signing off

dedicated to my beloved baby Shawn Ong Meng Teck <3

2009-12-02T09:21:00.000-08:00

Everyone has a special someone in their lives.

some may work out and some fails..

i decide to blog this cos of some certain reasons..

background check

After my diploma, i plan to go to the US and pursue my degree in california..#its very possible given that i have a big back up in America..

anyways, we've talked about it and though Long Distance Relationship (LDR) is not going to be easy, our foundation is strong.

Being God in the centre of our relationship, i have no fear or worry. I am fully sure i can put my whole entire trust and faith in him

Reason why he cant go with me, he is working in ST Aerospace and he is in a long bond contract..

our plan is that after 3 years, he'll request a transfer t0 america and be based der cos i dont want my kids to grow up here in singapore.

and but of course, i'll come back here to get married! and ten fully migrate in america.

its not difficult when i have a strong backing up der! hehehe.. and then convert to american citizenship and then get our whole entire family to convert and stay in america with us.

oh and i wanna set my own clinic, as i'm taking a degree in Psychology in america, of course i'm a Psychiatrist!

of course, we'll still be Permanent Resident (PR) in Singapore cos we wanna have properties here..

OK so that's about it.. our whole future laid down..

but before we can reach that stage, it takes passion, trust and a lot of faith on each other. but most importantly, we must never lose the fire in lovong God. cos it doesn't matter if we all the trust, passion and aith in the world if we do not have God, all will still fail..

When i met Shawn, i was quite doubtful about the reationship cos i just came out of a faile relationship..a little background info, i was in love with a guy
my age, for 3 years!

hmmmm.. it ended quite badly cos he has another girl.. and i was devastated.. i thought i woud die.. i smoked, club, and other stuff a crazy heartbrroken girl would do..

and then i realised how pathetic i was! i mean so wad? 3 years? planning future? how many kids?

it doesnt matter anymore.. He is not worth every single tear i drop..

ITS HIS LOSS<>

(though i find it quite unfair cos the girl he has now is like 3times fatter than me... seriously FAT so i'm thankful i'm skinny, a 24cm waistline man! hehehe)

and thanks to him, i grew strong

and then i met shawn ong.. the idiotic guy who is so damn mature!

we often quarreled cos his view in life is like he is 50 yrs old!

fyi, he was 23 yrs old when i met him!

not the typical young boy.. but i soon found out why.. his father died and being the only man in the family, he has to provide for them..

GOSH I'M SO PROUD!

and now after being together, he is not only responsible to his family but t our relationship..

and wad i like is that he values his sister and mother s much as aft the father left, its just the three of them ..

a man of his words.. yes means yes, no means no.. he hates being late and he loves to donate! hahahaha.. alot of $$$$ alredi mah!

and i strongly believe that he'll be a good father, a loving husband and a responsible man of the house..

anyway, back to reality, i need to study and really work hard.. he has been working hard to earn so that he can give me my dream wedding (garden wedding!)

and of course to start married life and a family..

now he's 24 yrs old and he's the most mature 24 yr old guy i met.. not even a guy.. MAN!

eveyday, i thank God for finally giving me the man i'm destined to be with. to share my laughter, my sorrows, my tears, my burdens, my victory and every moment of my life.. and i would not share it with anyone except shawn ong meng teck..

ok i shall end here :)

I love you baby
as simple as that but my life revolves around that word

Signing off

Calamities around the world

2009-11-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

i am very happy and very blessed to live in singapore..

athough some of you are cursing and hating singapore (i noe cos i was der too) cos of the high living standards, every move we make is being monitored, every mistake has a fine and no littering is a must!

we are all stressed up when it comes to income tax and erp..

but before you do all ur complaining, have you asked yourself the following questions?

1. do i have a home?
2. do i have a tv at where i can watch after school/work?
3. is der food in my table without fail?
4. do i get pocket money to school everyday?
5. is my bedroon neat and tidy?

you noe why this questions are important?
COS NO MATTER HOW MISERABLE YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS, FYI, ITS NOT AS MISERABLE AS YOU THINK.

have you seen the news or your too caught up with your computer and facebook u didn't see the news?

have u googled about the latest calamities.
if you do good for you, that means ur fully aware of wad's going on..

There was an earthquake that hit Indonesia a month ago, an earthquake that is just below the tsunami.. if i am not wrong, 7hertz or wadever the calcuation is. Tsunami was 9.
and two typhoon that hit the heart of Phillipines which is Manila. and fyi, der's 4 more to go till end of this yr!

All these ppl would trade places to be in ur sofa watching tv or doing ur homeowrk or paying ur fines!

i got some photos on how devastating the place was.. and how traumatising the experience was.. the photos are quite small, but hey i am not the source of photos here, go google it!

well look at the photos (if they're too small, like i say, google them!) and ask urself again before u start cursing and swearing Singapore!

I AIN'T PROMOTING SINGAPORE... BUT JUST TO OPEN UP YOUR EYES THAT MAYBE U SHUD APPRECIATE A COUNTRY THAT THOUGH ITS FULL OF FINES AND TAXES, U DO NOT SUFFER WAD INDONESIANS AND FILIPINOS ARE SUFFERING NOW..

to all indonesians and filipinos out der, be strong!
were all here praying!

here are the photos! : A lady standing on top of her fallen house aft the earthquake

The house that has collapsed

more collapsed houses in Indo

the flood in manila. its above human level.. imagine the houses?

house collapsed after the foold swept it away

a father carrying his kid

my only motivation is you

your my inspiration

Signing off

the unfortunate

2009-11-17T06:01:00.000-08:00

It is in my deep deep desire to help the unfortunate people around the world..

i mean, whenever i see the news and see kids, families from the third world country suffering, very skinny and has no food to eat, i feel like running to their rescue!

ever since i was young i grew up in a good family with all my needs provided, and most of the time, i get more than i need.. i spend money like it grows on trees..

however, i realised, all the money i am spending on branded stuff like bags, shoes and eating in fine restaurant, can be a whole entire life provision for a family in africa, phillipines, vietnam, cambodia and other parts of the third world country..

whenever i see kids, i tear..

its my goal to help this kids and i will definitely reach my goal

Love quotes

2009-11-17T03:34:00.000-08:00

Maybe cos i'm in love that's why i started searching for love quotes..
many relationships fails, many marriages broken, yet deep in they're hearts, they didn't see a break up or a divorce coming..

that's LIFE and LOVE.. it comes and go , ppl walk in and ppl walk out..
YET, life is not always a happy ending.. in fact, most of our stories our happy ending..

i believe, everyone in this world will find love, their soulmate, their lifetime partner, their spouses and have a family, a kid of their own and a career.. however, the only job we need to do is to keep whatever is given to us..

yes it is difficult.. at first, yes it was like a honeymoon.. from the courting stage, till u committed yourself to a relationship, went through trials and objections and gt through it smoothly and realised ur right for each other and gt married at that instant..

then marriage comes in, its no longer the honeymoon stage and when u thought you've faced all sort of problems alredi, new sets of problems comes and ur lost.. and thoughts like I'M NT READY, DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON? WAD DID I GET MYSELF INTO?

i noe, no one is right for anyone.. you just have to make yourself the right one..
God will never bring you to a relationship if its not his will especially when marriage is the topic..
he'll never give an individual or a couple a trial they cannot handle..
when you've entered into a commitment as a boyfriend/girlfriend, keep it till marriage.. cos WAD'S THE POINT OF ENTERING A RELATIONSHIP IF MARRIAGE IS NOT THE GOAL?
its RIDICULOUS to commit den not get married..

anyway below are the love quoates i gathered and googled..

enjoy :) get inspired

Love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back.”
-Arthur Rubinstein

Two souls with but a single thought , two hearts that beat as one
-John Keats

Love is a many splendid thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love
- from the movie Moulin Rouge

I love you - those three words have my life in them.
- by Alexandrea to Nicholas III

I'd like to run away from you, but if you didn't come and find me ... I would die.
-Shirley Bassey

I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.
-Roy Croft

If i have to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.
-Dani B

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
-Dr Seuss

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find
-Anonymous

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you
-Karen Clodfelder

ok that's it..
i'll upload photos next time

i will never stop loving u

Signing off

blood donation!

2009-11-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

me and baby <3>
expo hall 8 organised by chc..

we met dorothy and chern yih.. both our bf's first time donating!
me and dot donate 3 times and now is the 4th time! woo hoo!!

i feel a sense of fulfillment after donating blood cos one bag of my blood can save 3 people (quoted from dot's blog cos that's wad the nurse told her)

well i gt through my fear! the pricking of finger! to test my blood..
den after pricking, they'll drop into a blue solution and the faster the blood sink, the healthier a person is..
and guess wad?!
mine sank in like seconds!

and den everyone started donating before me and i was the first to finish..
after the anestithia(i dunno how to spell.. hehe)
they inserted the the needle to collect my blood, but of course i didn't feel anything anymore..

the monent the needle went in, in just a few minutes, i fill up the whole bag!
the nurses say i'm very healthy!
ok ok i very happy.. hehehehe..

anyway i shall stop here.. lazy to upload photos.. i hope blogger is like fb, can easily upload photos instead of 5 at a time!
ok i stop here..

You are love, my heart, my all.
i am no longer one cos of you..

Signing off

Faith's K2 Graduation

2009-11-05T08:30:00.000-08:00

its my dear little sister Graduation!

she's moving o to Primary One!!
anyway, we were seated at the Serangoon CC by 7pm and the "guest-of-honor" is supposed to come and say her speech by 7.15pm..

but she came at 7.45pm!! wad a "guest-of-honor"!

anyway faith performed an indian dance!!

and then she took her cert, she's so cute!!!! really very pretty!!

after tht had refreshments, bee hoon, soon kueh, choc bread and orange juice!
was so full after that!

after car-ed home with family and baby..

now so sleepy!!!

enjoy the photos!

You have a home in my heart baby

only you owns it

Signing off